i can hear my self.
but i cant feel myself.
TOTALLY TRAPPED.
so died and empty.
didnt go for ministry today.
didnt noe why.
i felt real lost.
sighh.i wanna cry
but i cant cried.
my life is all crumpled.
no one seems to understand.
so left out in the dark.
so drifted away from GOD.
didnt know if he s still in my life.
i dunno.
dun feel like gg church today.
i feel like im backsliding.
my secret love seems so impatient to be free.
sigh.
whatslove?
been asking myself.
i guess im gonna smile like nth s wrong
talk like everyting s perfect
act like it s all a dream,walk away
and pretending it s not hurting me.