i didnt wan to admit it
it was easier to lie
and hide the hurts and emptiness
to smile instead of cry
i didnt want to face the fact
my life is full of pain
and i long to stop my bleedind heart
and maybe smile again
cos i feel so forgotten
so betrayed and so alone
without a trace of forgiveness
and no soul to call my own
i didnt want to admit the fact
i cnt spread e wings
and my happiness has melted
into tears and other things
it s hard to hide the fact
my wishes hv no hm
and return to angnish
bow my head and cry alone.
my heart is crying
but im not.
i didnt know why.
i hv no more tear to cry
no more.