i hate the way im feeling.
i dont wanna hurt myself.
yesterday i broke a glass.
i took a broken glass trying to hurt myself.
there s too many things in my mind.
too many. i cant take this anymore.
im not myself.
i cant leave jesus.
i failed to backslided.
i love him.i do.
Brother Johnson and meitong prayed for me before
but im still the same. nothing change.
sigh.