IM ROTTING.
yeah.
went out with my parents.
shopping!L O L
bought the shoe i wanted.
yeah.
why am i feeling this way?
sigh.
im not feeling well agn.
i think.headache.
sigh
im all alone at home agn.
parents went to work.they will be back late.
elder sister working.she end at 3am.
younger sister overnight at her friend s hse.
how bout me?so pathetic.
sigh.
how i wish someone will be here to accoumpany me.
haha.
fat hope lah.sighh.
yeah yeah.
im boreddd.
i ll be sleeping alone.so scary.
AHHH!i hate to be ALONE.
there s no laughter when she s all alone
and her mind is telling her she s nth.
the smile are replaces with blank stares and the
sense of nothingness returns.

i realized what i did was wrong
sigh.
i dont know what turns into me.
i hate myself.
i cant even trust myself.
i hate it.