now s 445am alr.
seriously i cant sleep.
or maybe i dont plan to sleep.
i dont know.
this few days cldnt slp so well.
i pondered quite alot alot alot of things that really made me cant slp.
sigh.
ya.and things going not quite well for me.
i dont know.
this few days have been crying alot.
i actually started to feel lonely.
even if with a group of much closer friends
in my heart im still feel lonely.
maybe because i have lose friends that are really special to me.
sigh.i really dont know wht to do.
it really made me starting to feel useless.
there are still pros with myself, my family
and i really cant take it anymore.
i feel like im giving up soon.
LORD.