herworld

2008-01-05T12:43:00.000-08:00

relink me at http://ignasiasiasia.livejournal.com

2008-01-05T08:55:00.000-08:00

im moving to livejournal soon.
but i have to know how to do the layouts first.
and i need helppppp!

2008-01-02T08:01:00.000-08:00

i feel like closing down my blog.
it's so boring.

2007-12-31T11:34:00.000-08:00

okay, so i signed up for another damn course.
which is Multimedia,Bedok ITE.like wth
urgh. there's like no other damn vancanies anymore la.
sigh.nevermindnevermind.
if i still cannot get in the damn course again, im just gonna wait til April for another intake.

went to countdown at esplanade with manymany people.
haha.I had a great time with them.
and 12 midnight, we started countdowng and tadah the FIREWORKS.
ultra beautiful, i mean it's like really really beautiful.haha
i love it like so much and finally, 2007 have passed.
So fireworks ended, people were all sqeezing their way out.
i totally hate that part and i think bangalas are very......!!
i saw this bangalas with this maid doing some obsence thingy.haha!
so disgusted.but anw, saw Cecilia and Yashi too!:D
haha.and yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah

trained home, reached home around 130am.
Hello to 2008!

2007-12-30T23:17:00.000-08:00

I FREAKING HELL FAIL MY ITE RETAIL INTERVEIW
THIS SUCK ALOT REALLY REALLY ALOT
I THINK I CAN JUST KILL MYSELF NOW.

2007-12-30T09:56:00.000-08:00

woke up at 11am, met up with Rita,Deline,Angeline,ah bee and anson at Tpy.
ate Subway for lunch and the rest went off excluding Rita.
ahah.so we bus ed to town, Rita ate at Full House.
and we started crapping alot.haha
really had tons of fun with her.lol
went windowed shopping and helped Meitong bought her thingy.

bus ed to Clark Quay.
met up with the Cell at 5 plus.
Van was there earlier and yeah the cell was late.
and blah.Thankgiving was great.
ate supper at BK, trained home after that.
waited for Gab's mum to fetch him at AMK MRTand than home at 12 plus.
tomorrow might be going for countdown.ohyeah

2007 is gonna end and im glad.
it have never been a good damn year for me.
and if is not for Sandra,Malina,Vemili and Clique, i guess i will be in another world.
i pray that 2008 will not be another nightmare.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

2007-12-29T02:19:00.000-08:00

http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1855417596
i was bored.haha! but it's cute and funny!
especially for Sandra,Malina and Vemili:D

SUNDAY

Angeline&I. 8 years of friendship and still countingggg.

had a sleepless night, was able to sleep at 6am in the morning.
got up at 8am, got ready and met up with Angeline at AMK Mrt for the ITE interview.
haha.it been 9598638 years since i saw her and i really had tons of fun with her.
we had a great talk and a great fun together.haha
so anw, we train ed to Clementi and we were kinda lost cos we didnt know where Clementi ITE was.
but we were able to find it, and yeah.
the Interview actually suck. like really suck alot.
my attendance in SJC was very bad and the interviewer questioned me about it.
i went speechless cos i didnt know what to even answer.
they too asked me like why am i interested in Retail and blahblahblah.
and im too stupid enough to give them stupid replies.ah!

waited for Angeline and went to canteen to grab a bite.
Angeline did well for her interview and im very proud of her!:D
haha.ohwell, 31st dec will be the result.
left ite and walked around clementi.
was suppose to wait for Sandra but i was too tired so we left first.
bus ed to AMK and than to TPY.
Angeline went home and I went to Van's house.

was slacking at her house while Stephie and Van cooking for the bbq.
Rita came later with her potatoes salad.lolololol
and i kept eating,same goes to Van's fried rice.haha!
cabb ed to AMK MRT,followed Rita to meet her friends.
walked over to Jaan's house,saw Junliang anh his sis plus bf and Shenghong.
and blahhh.

so bbq was alright so far.
homed at 12am.

2007-12-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

Emo? hahah
the bestest friendssss:D
?

us and only us.

NG.hahaha

okay, so we ended up going to Reservoir instead of Paris Ris Park.
haha.Malina and Vemili went over to San's place to slack first.
and did some ITE thingy. Vemili and Malina got in Office and in the same school too.
haha.that's cool. ohyeah, found out that Angeline is going to be in the same course and school with me too.haha

so anw, met up with Sandra,Malina and Vemili at Bishan Interchange.
and that was when we really got so high up.
lol.i dont really know why.haha!
so bus ed back to San's place and than to Reservoir.
haha.i really had a great time with them.
they are my love man.
spent our time in the Park and it was kinda relax and peaceful.
we chatted and had loads of fun.lol

left Park around 715pm.
we ran around the deserted road side acting like some crazy monkeys.
haha.we took pictures and blah.lol
omg, i really love them so much!haha

tomorrow, will be my interviewwww.
will be meeting Sandra and Angeline at 930am,AMK MRT.
like omg,i have to wake up duper early.
hoping i ll pass my interview if not, i will have to appeal for another course again.

2007-12-26T11:34:00.000-08:00

OKAY.so it's 334am,26 dec 2007 but it's past 12am so eh 27 dec.
Das msn ed me and told me that the ITE result have came out.
so...i went to check and sadly i didn't go to the course that i wanted.
well, i expected it but it s alright.

so i rang up Sandra and i told her.
she was feeling so duper nervous.haha
she went "omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgogogogmgomgogm"
and yeah, i helped her to check.
and Congrats to her!she went in Tourismmm!:D
im so duper happy for her!
even if i dont get in the course i wanted, im still in the same school with her!
haha.ohyeah man.
butbutbut, Malina went in Office in Bishan ITE:(
ohman!urgh!
and i dont know Vemili will be in what course and and and schoolllll!

interview will be on 28 dec in Clementi ITE.
will be going down with Sandra.haha

2007-12-26T08:12:00.000-08:00

ahhh.life is so boring.
SO tomorrow im able to find out which course will i be taking in ITE.
im not nervous scared or blah,not anymore.
i dont really care anymoreeeee.

Thurday, might go Paris Ris with beloved clique.
Friday, having Cell's bbq at Jaan's house.
Sat, church
Sun, thanksgiving.

SIGH.im not really looking forward to all of that.
alamak,idk why!
it been long since i stepped into C
and there's alot of new members and blah.
i feel like a complete total stranger to themmmmm.
ah!whateverwhatever.
i just can't wait til school reopen.

2007-12-24T11:02:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!:D
and Happy Birthday to you Jesus.

All i want for Christmas is A Beautiful Life.

2007-12-23T09:43:00.000-08:00

was webcaming with Sandra at my grandma's house.haha
okay, i know i looked retarded

supposed to go for service today but i overslept.
went for family dinner with my aunts and uncles and blah.
food was alright lah.lol
cabbed to my grandma's house after that.
home around 12am plus.

tomorrow im going jogging with Sandra and than service.
Sandra might be goingggg.haha

2007-12-21T10:12:00.000-08:00

Nice Piece of Art-FM Static

I've tried not to let anyone in until now

I guess conversations never allow

and I've been feeling like I'm on some sort of merry-go-round

And I know, I know, yeah I know, I know

And I've tried not to let anyone in until now

It took time for me to figure it out

and when I feel like I'm complacent with my head in the clouds

I know, I know, yeah I know, I know

and every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...

You make me feel like a lavender sweater

when I'm caught in bad weather,In my Volkswagen Jetta

You make me feel like a complete work of art

when I'm just falling apart

A really nice piece of art

Dear God, (art, art, art...)

I hope you hear me (art, art, art...)

And I've tried not to let anyone in until now

Misunderstandings are an easy way out

And I've been feeling all this pressure just to figure it out

And I know, don't know, yeah I know, don't know

And I know that if I just stay strong I can make it

and try harder when I just can't take it (can't take it)

And when everything around me feels so broken and jaded (broken and jaded)

I know, yeah I know, I know

and every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...

You make me feel like a lavender sweater

When I'm caught in bad weather

In my Volkswagen Jetta

You make me feel like a complete work of art

when I'm just falling apart

A really nice piece of art

(art, art, art...)

It's kinda warped, but it's picking up slowly

I don't know, but I can if you'll show me

I guess sometimes it takes more than just fake conversations to feel like I know that

It's kinda hard when I'm planning for something

to get across this hole without jumping

I guess sometimes it takes more than just false information to find out who we are

You make me feel like a lavender sweater

when I'm caught in bad weather

In my Volkswagen Jetta

You make me feel like a complete work of art

when I'm just falling apart

A really nice piece of art

2007-12-20T01:12:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, went town with Van and Rita but she came later.
So had a lil shopping at Far east.
also, i had a great time with Vannie!haha!
ate a lil at Full House, and somehow we saw "Rain down".
obivously Van was sooo excited that she went gugukaka.
we were somehow talking about "Rain Down" like alot during our shopping and lunch.
and speaking of the devil, we saw him.haha
VAN!you & him fated lah. LOL

Rita came, we walked around and stuffs.
haha,had a great time with both of them.
and Rita is forever acting like a moron.
or maybe she's one? haha!
slacked around Heeren, bought myself a pair of slipper at Check.
oh yeah.haha
waited for cell to come and ate sakae for dinner.
and i felt so sinful after all the sushi i ate.
like omg la, i feel fat and bloated.
lol

after sakae, some of us went to some place for pool.
the guys played while the girls just stared.lol
i went home first cos i was so bloody tired.

2007-12-18T04:55:00.000-08:00

wore my school uni for the very last time!
haha.i've been in IJ school for 9 damn years.
and im freaking regreted.lol

met up with clique outside school bustop.
I'm the early one la, followed by Vemili,Malina and fy and than Sandra.
lol.so we went to school,feeling soooo duper nervous.
went to look for Mother Thiru.
haha, miss her hellll loads.lol
and yeah, went in the hall.
some woman explained how my class actually did in our N lvl.
and Poh Yi is the top student like forever.haha
so blah.got back my results, Mother Thiru was quite happy for me.haha!
but im a little disappointed, i've got Grade 3 for my CPA:(
wa like damn it sia, i really thought i will get good grades for it.argh
nevermindnevermind. i managed to pass all my subjects:D
that's the best thing man.

went to Compass point to slack.
Ayid and Charles came, followed by Jude and white bear.
and yeah, slackedddd.
left CP around 5 plus?haha yeah
bus ed with San to her place, and ate my dinner at this Curry place.haha
and home.

So now, im a littleeee stress up!
trying to choose the best 10 courses for ite but i dont know which oneeee.
im like going crazy soon, very soonnn!
but Tourism will be my 1st choice.haha
hopefully i'll get in..sigh

2007-12-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

slept for almost the wholeeeee day.
was suppose to meet up with clique but i kinda overslept.
haha.woke up only at 520pm.
yeahyeah,late very late.

Im starting to feel very very veryyyyy nervous about my results tomorrow.
what if i dont do well? sighsighsigh
i admitted i didnt really study for my N lvl.
i have tried to study but nothing even go inside my brain.
ah!omg lah, im dead soooo dead

2007-12-16T08:39:00.000-08:00

Ignasia,Malina & Sandraaaaa

Malina,The sweetest Girl!

Sleepover with San,Malina and Vemili!

It's so easy to get lost inside

A problem that seems so big at the time

It's like a river that's so wide it swallows you whole

While you're sitting around thinking about what you can't change

And worrying about all the wrong things

Time's flying by, moving so fast

You better make it count cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing

Is just a grain of sand

And what you've been out there searching for forever

Is in your hands

Oh, and when you figure out love is all that matters after all

It sure makes everything else seem

So small

2007-12-15T20:27:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDRA:D

this days,im having problem sleeping.
i guess i need sleeping pills, real badly.
am able to sleep at 7am in the morning.
and im supposed to wake up at 9am but overslept til 10am.
Thank God Vemili called, if not i might be even sleeping til evening.
ohwell.

met up with clique and it was great except for some unpleasant thing that took place in Compass. dont wish to elaborate on it.
Had eh Birthday party at Sandra's house.
haha.really had loads of fun with clique.lol

the rest went home, except for Malina,Vemili and I.
we stayover at her house.haha
what can I say?obviously it was hell loads fun.
we drank and alil drunk. Malina went gugugaga.haha!
alrightie.so we actually slept pretty early at 1am except for Sandra.
she was sms ing charles like you know.hhahah
and i woke up at 2am and i dont know why.
So we started our craziness again and ended up waking Vemili and Malina up.
haha.and yeah, all of us slept at 4am.
and i had another sleepless night. it's forever
didnt sleep for the whole day til 9am plus when everyone woke up.

SUNDAY

left San's place pretty early cos we were dead tired.
cabbed home after that.

pics will be up soon, i think.
alright, i needa get some sleep now.
bye

I wanna be inside your heavan.

2007-12-14T07:48:00.000-08:00

A few minutes time, it will be SANDRA'S BIRTHDAYYY!:D
haha!we gonna celebrate for her tomorrow and im so excited alright.

and she's super sweet.
one of her birthday wish it s to find myself a good boyfriend that can protect me.
hahahh!alrighttttttttt.
So i really cant wait for tomorrow.
clique and some other people are gonna meet up and yeah!
haha.alrightie.

im sure im gonna have fun tmr.
ohoh, and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDRA!
YOURE FINALLY 16 YEARS OLD!
but you still looked like a big sister to me.haha!
I LOVE YOU GIRL AND REALLY THANKS FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT YOU GAVE ME!

2007-12-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

alrightie!so now i'm at San's house.
Vemili and I stayover at her place.
and Malina came to look for us here at Thomson.

Soooo yesterday was so much fun,i tell you!
haha.San Mili and I met up at eh 5 plus,AMK HUB.
bus ed to San's place, ate our dinner at eh something Curry.
haha.super yummy and this time i didnt eat thosai.lol
i ate Chocolate Prata and it was super yummy.
So Mili ate some kway tiao and San ate some thosai.haha!
well, so far the food there was pretty yummy.haha
went back to San's place.slacked there,used the comp and was kinda playing a fool with some stranger on msn.lol
went out to some mini mart to get our ice creammm:D
chatted and stuffs.walked to the reservoir to relax.
and i tell youuuu!i saw so manyyyy beautiful starssssss:D:D:D
it was superr pretty,veryvery pretty la.
haha.it totally made my damn day.lol
so so happy!soooo anw, we walked back and went to 7 elevan to get our supper.lol
went back to San's hse and started all our stupid thingy.haha
duper funn:D
we played,talked and blah til 4am.
Mili forever sleeping so peaceful(hhha!),San felt as though she s gonna fall off the bed anytime.lol
and me,i cant even freaking sleep and i dont even know why.
kept waking up in the middle of dont know what time but wellll.
cannot be blame thou.

The Next Morning.
we were planning to wake up at 10am to go jogging-.-
haha, but you know,plan dont alway go our way.
and we ended up waking up at 11am.lol
yeahh.so we ate our lunch at Thomson plaza and than met up with Malina
walked around in the reservoir and we saw big lizards,monkeys and blah.haha
Malina and San are forever scare of lizards.hahah!
So we went back to San s hse around 3 plus?
we were resting from the tired walk and we ended up talking about ghosts.haha!
kinda scary and creepy when they mentioned about Puggol beach end.lol
Malina told us that we can actually hear some shooting sound that took place during world war.
well, it was true, believe it or not.
I went Puggol beach end with San,Charles and two other friends.
and we really did hear those sounds plus some strange sounds.
ahhhh.alright!shall not go on furtherr.

enjoyed myself alot so far.
Saturday is someone's birthday and i've got to plan somethinggg!
lol.alright, it s 450pm and we still not going home yet.haha!
alrightalrightalright.soo bye folk

2007-12-10T01:02:00.000-08:00

SUNDAY
Malina have finally came back from Thailand.
and she have turned very very pretty.haha
So met up with San at AMK and her dad fetched us to Riverview plaza.
met up with Malina and Vemili at some voideck.
haha.miss the both of them like alot!
walked to the busstop to wait for the late queen,rootbeer.
i dont know how to spell her name lah.haah
So we went looking around for the place where Then's birthday party were held at.
and yeah,we found it. we reached duper early
saw Then and she looked so adorable!hahah

her Birthday party was alright.
had dun with Clique too.haha
pics coming out soon!:D

2007-12-07T17:44:00.000-08:00

yes, i really wanna scream.

scream all my troubles and burdens out.

i cant stand it no more.

i want to be in a beach now, with stars all around the sky.

that will be good enough for me.

sigh.sometimes life do need lies.

anw,im at the last es of Prince hour already.haha

sandra said it s an aunty show but i so so disagree on it.

freaking nice show and i love it alotie.haha

2007-12-06T09:29:00.000-08:00

my 2 days MC have bloody hell ended!>:(
that means i have to go to work tomorrow!
omgomgomg!i dont want:(

day out with Sandra and Mili was funfunfun!
haha.went to town as the both of them were looking for jobs.
ate lunch at LJS like again, not forgetting choc creamm.
super yummy.haha
bumped into Vann again!lol
it's like within a week, i actually bumped into her like a few times already.heh
alrightie, trained to the place i hated the most,bugis.
Shermaine told me that bugis actually sell the bag that i wanted.
so yeah.here ah lians ah beng there ah lians ah bengs.
super disgusting!
we spent like 15 mins in Bugis and trained to Little India.
Mili and I had our eyebrows threaded.
and im loving it.haha
trained to Hougang after that and home.

zone camp is around the cornerrrrr.
but i can't goooo.damn it la

im planning to quit my job already.
but im still thinking how.shit man
stupid work tomorrow at 3 to closing time which is 1030?!
andand i bet im gonna miss parts of Survivor!
Supernatural i watched in AXN already.haha!
okay, lameshit.
omg,what if dome will be very busy tmr, what if i spilt everything?!, what if what if what if!

2007-12-05T06:36:00.000-08:00

Shopping with Sandra was freaking fun!
haha.Tuesday, we went to a few places to shop.
ate lunch at City Hall LJS. than went to Penny to get my skinny and we bought each of us a beautiful dresss!:D
and than to Marina Square, visited Van while she was working.
haha!trained to town after that.
went to Fareast and than Taka.
bought legging,shorts,skinny,2 tops,dress,green&brown pullover and and nail polish!
im so loving it!:D
and i still wanna buy belt and a vintage bag!:(

alright, not forgetting Sandraaaa:D
im sure she have loads of fun too!haha
but she wasnt really happy with the things she bought.
shall not elaborate on it.
bused to Sandra's house and ate thosai at some place.aha
i never really think i will overnight at San's house.lol
but i didddd.last minute thingy haha

Sandra too was tooooo playful!
she suggested on playing prank calling on Charles and Jude.
and she make me be her mum, asking about sandra.
duper fun lah.haha
Sandra again, forever sleeping so early.
she slept around 3 plus and i slept at 4 plus going to 5am.
was actually playing San's PSP.haha!

the next day which is today.
was woken up by Sandra's alarmmmm!
and than mine-.-
but we continued sleeping like a pig til 11am.
San's mum cooked lunch and we ate and went out of the house at 2 plus.
bus ed to AMK polyclinic to get my MC.
took 2 dayssssss.hahahahha
im so happy with it.lol

trained to town again and it was raining cats and dogs.
argh.so irritating.haha
met up with Charles first and than Jude.
bumped into Van,Stephie and ruilang at Fareast.lol
ate Choc Cream at LJS, so yummy!

alrightie, bus ed to Thomson with San and home!

2007-12-03T07:51:00.000-08:00

Soooo sorry for not updating.
i really dont have the time too.
been working til closing time this days.
and it's freaking tiring.

work today started at 12pm.
starting was pretty bad.
made quite a few mistakes and and and business was really busy that i can actually die.
i dont even have the time to get at least 1 min of rest.
i was serving this customer and another customer called me and blah and blah.
unlucky enough, i served quite a few nasty and impatient customers.
argh, and this impatient customer was waiting for her toasted bread.
and it took actually 15 mins to taost and she said we took very long and blah.
than she wasnt very happy with the bread cos i took order from her wrongly.
but she was the one that told me she want that stupid rasin bread.
freaking stupid.
and this nasty customer scolded me that i gave her drink this crack glass.
like wthhhh! i didnt even bloody know that there was cracks in the glass can.
and and so many irritating customers!
i really can't wait to quit and get out of dome.
i felt stupid to have taken this attachment job, im very very regreted.

alrightie, worked ended at 6pm.
went to Chinatown office to get my pay.
saw Rita outside Chinatown point.haha
So im quite happy with my payyy!
tomorrow is my off day and im going out shopping with Sandra.
might stayover at her house but should i?
cos cos the next day i start work at 12!:(
sighhh,damn it lah

shoppingggg!here i come!

2007-11-29T23:37:00.000-08:00

okayyyyy.Last night i had insomnia.
i thought i was tired so i turned in at 12am.
but i got to sleep only at 445am-.-
it's freaking irritating when you want to sleep but you can't seem to.
whatever.

woke up for work at 1230pm.
So work today actually suck alot alot alot.
business was very very busy.
and i got so stressed up and mixed up and blah that i almost break into tears.
i served alot of fussy and picky costomers.
especially thoses who are rich,acted like some taitai.disgusting.
sigh,i really dont think i can continue working at dome already:(
i feel like quitting but how?!
and this week i ll be working from 230pm to closing time.
i dont wanttt, i rather work in the morning to keep away from the dinner time.
you know what i mean?!haha
sigh, i miss ANTM too!:(

gonna meet my clique at chinatown office laterrr:D

2007-11-27T08:10:00.000-08:00

Omg, im freaking tired.
and i think im gonna die soon.
my legggssss superrrr achinggggg!:(

im lack of sleep, how i wish i can really sleep for one whole day and never wakes up.
went to bed at 3am, but only be able to sleep at 5 plus to 6am.
i couldn't even bloody sleep.
woke up at 1230pm, got really for work.
work today was freaking tiring and scary and blah.
even though business wasnt that good.
but work today was kinda fun.
learnt quite alot of stuff like coffee?!haha!
the food there is very tempting, especially the chocolate cakeeeee.
lol.and i hate eating my lunch alone.argh

MY MUM,SANDRA,CECILIA are backkk!
oh goody(:

alright, gonna watch Prince hour on youtube.hah!
handsomehandsome prince:D

Don't mind me polluting this post with pics.lol

2007-11-26T06:18:00.000-08:00

My beautiful classmates!the green monster is me, dont mind.
My beloved Hot Clique
Mili&San!
The most adorable one!
Becky&CecliaBestie!
still my Beloved Supers!

my Family,N284

My sexy Black Bird!
Supers!
SAMSAM!miss her greatly
my sexy bitch!come back soonnnnn!
MY BELOVED CLASSMATES!

Hot Clique!
SUPERRRS!
Yashi&Cecilia!
my dearest MISS CRUZ&SUNFLOWER.

i miss those memories alot.

i love and miss everyone of them so very much.

and, i miss my old self..alot.

workwork,domedome

2007-11-24T08:16:00.000-08:00

My mum will be going oversea tomorrow:(
Sandra,Cecilia&Van are all in Korea.
I miss them alot and my mummm!
sigh

2007-11-23T02:23:00.000-08:00

went for Kevin's bbq with the cell at East Coast yesterday.

i really enjoyed myself alot.

As im able to meet my cell and had a great fellowship with them.

plus the beautiful moon,stars and the sea.haha

i think i looked nerd in the pic-.- haha!

that's Rita and me:D

cabbed home with Jere,Evan and I and Jere paid for the fare.haha!

home around 12am?

I'm having a great time chatting with Gayetri now, MY BLACK BIRDIE!haha!

and and, i miss SANDRA&CECILIA now!

they are both in Korea:(

2007-11-21T04:39:00.001-08:00

What I got to do to be heard?

2007-11-20T21:01:00.000-08:00

Today's Wednesday and i'm at Sandra's house now.haha
Met up with Sandra yesterday around 7 at Orchard.
walked around and slacked.
than Sandra planned to go to Changi Airport, so we trained there.
and than we have a changed of plan.
so we were actually boarding up bus 27 and than this stupid fat ass uncle suddenly asked us to stop and show him our ez card.
and...Sandra's card got confiscated by that pig.-.-
he totally spoilt the whole damn plan.
plan dont always go our damn way, it's so argh!

but i had a great fun with Sandra.
yesterday night we watched TV til 2am plus and went to bed only at 4am?
haha.we chatted alot in bed and really had tons of fun with her.
So today, she will be going Korea for bloody 1 weekkkk:(
same goes with Cecilia and Thenmozhi.
i'm so gona miss them like hell lots!

alright, shall stop here yeah.
update when im homeeee:D

EDITED:D

2007-11-18T09:42:00.000-08:00

My sexy Sandra:D

some giant bird trying to attack san?!

let's rock and rollll!
Macflurryyyy!
sweetness!

i looked so small.lol

2007-11-18T09:17:00.000-08:00

I have pictures to upload!
but i have to wait for San to send me. :(

it's like 117am now and i needa wake up at 7am tomorrow.
i seriously dont even feel like going and i really think that im falling sick soon.
my head hurts like hell!
So today i enjoyed my day with Sandra.
we first met at AMK Hub, ate our lunch at Mac.
and she's duper cute.after our lunch, we were going to the MRT.
than Sandra saw "HyperMART" as "HyperMRT" -.-
ahah!alright.

so we walked to the MRT, there was this twins trying to sell some thingy to us.
They were super blur, didn't even get what we trying to say.
haha, we even told them to quit the job cos the boss actually suck like hell.
i admit, I worked as that before but it was decades ago.haha
and i really regreted it.lol
anw, trained to City Hall and we went Marina Square.
we walked around,played arcade to spend our time there.
and it was duper fun!hah
saw some familar faces too, tedddddd ar tedddddddd.lol!
went Mac again to actually buy Mudpie but they didnt sellll!
so we bought Mac Flurry:(

went to esplanade to relax ourself.lol
so peaceful and i really love the scenery alot.
we took loads of pictures too:D
walked over to Clark Quay and we got duper highh
hahah!we again went to see the beautiful scenery.
there's no starssss:(

bus ed to Sandra's house.
saw her grad night dress. sexy.haha
regreted not paying fot the grad night.
argh!i wanna goooo:(
Sandra and Howen want to eat thonsai.
so i accompanied them but i didn't eat cos i dont wanna grow fat.
and i dont have appetite at all.
yeahyeah. bus ed home after that.

photosphotos!
ah!i enjoyed myself alot!
thanks Sandraaaaa:D

2007-11-17T01:37:00.000-08:00

When You Say You Love Me Lyrics-Josh Groban

Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.

When you say you love me,
The world goes still, so still and silent.
When you say you love me,
For a moment, there's no one else alive.

You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still and silent.
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive.

And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still and silent.
When you say you love me
In that moment I know why I'm alive.

When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?

2007-11-16T08:59:00.000-08:00

I watch them fall everytime.

someone, just kill me.
i need a shoulder now

So today was the last day of work.

Atiqa went home half way to meet Ayid.

The rest of us were very tired.

we were slacking thru out and we even think of taking half day off.

but we don't know what excuses to give at all so we stayed thru out.

don't know what esle to blog anymore.

life is getting boring and boring.

damn

Updated

2007-11-15T00:50:00.001-08:00

i'm in the office now, currently typing and searching some details for them.

yesterday i slept late, around 3am.
was actually editing pictures for hours!haha
chatted with Sandra online too.lol
So today i WOKE UP LATE!
haha.sandra morning call ed me at 8.30am but i'm still asleep.
and yeah, after she called i went back to sleep again.
woke up at 9am instead, feeling so tired luh.

reached Cheenatown office at 11am.
haha.started typing and stuff but i slacked more than i type.
So tomorrow is my last day of work and i'm so gonna miss the people here.
and obviously, i'm gonna miss working with my clique:(
time passed very duper quick!
i'm still not ready to start my ite traineeship thingy.argh!
dammit

update soon when i'm home

I'm back home already.
received a good news from Yashi.
she told me that we can actuallly quit the job once we get our results and go for other better course. i might be planning to work for 1 week plus and than i'll quit?
haha.cos i'm not ready at all for another job.
beside that, i really want to have a good rest.
i'm feeling so tired and sometime depressed about stuffs.
i feel as thou darkness,lonliness or whatever have taken over my world,life.
it sucks alot when the moment you wake up early in the morning, feeling so...
even when i cry, the friends and family i wanted to be here for me arent here.
i need love from friends and family, alot
i'm sick and tired of feeling emotional and crying for the same damn thing .
i have indeed changed alot, to the person i didnt know at all.

alrightie.i have no idea why i wrote all those down.
but anw!, had a great chat with San.
were on the bus ride to AMK HUB.
we talk about how we handle our problems.haha
her's and mine are almost the same method we use.
sisters huh.ate Mudpie icecream from Mac.
yummy chocolates fruge plus oreo.
home around 915pm:D
and i better sleep early tonight incase i oversleep.haha
my last day of work tmr, how sad.
sigh

2007-11-14T08:17:00.000-08:00

Pictures for the day!

my beloved Mili and San.
the threesome.
my lovely cliqueeee!
we failed many times to blow our bubble gum bigger.HAHA
retardeds trying to act punk.
Clark quay models?!

2007-11-14T08:01:00.000-08:00

I have a few pictures to upload!
but Sandra haven't send me yet.haha

okay, so yeah.
today's work actually suck but after lunch,we went kinda high.
haha.Sandra have 2 new friends, their name were...i forgot.lol
i was checking details on the computer and that Sandra kept talking to herself.
and she told me it was an imaginary friends.
it's kinda creepy.hah
So Vemili, always dancing and all.and and alway cute!
haha!and that Fy, forever talking on the phone.lol
and sadly, work ended.haha!

bus ed to Hougang.
had loads of fun in the bus with Mili and San.
we talked alot and stuffs.
felt kinda emotional with the thinking i have during the bus ride half way.
plugged myself with more emo songs and i don't know why.
ah!thanks SANDRA AND VEMILI for cheering me uppp and going gugugaga to make me laugh!
love you guys many many!

i have collected my new spec alreadyyy!:D
hahh!
i have finally received the pics from san!

2007-11-13T22:05:00.000-08:00

IT'S WEDNESDAY TODAY!

im at work nowwwwwww.
and today work just suck alottttttt!\
i feel like going homeeeee!
ahhhhhhhhh!

The bloody time pass duper SLOW.
just ended my lunch and im using Fy's laptop to blog.haha
So it's like only 210pm, and VEMILI IS PRESSURING ME AGAIN!haha!
Two more days here and off i go for ITE job.
truthfully speaking, i can't bear to live my clique.
sigh!and im kinda regreted for signing up for that stupid ITE thingy.
howhowhow!i'm afraid i don't have the time to meet up my clique.
sigh!

i'm having stupid cramp.

HEY YO SAN HERE!!!!!
i also have this bloody "thing" today sai me nasia n atiqa alll have but that mili sooooo damn gd dun have IT rhhhhh bloody day!!!!!
n we have soo much work to do sia!!!!!!! i wan to pon work! is worst then beinging in sch!!!!!!
hmmmmm anywayy
it was so damn fun when nasia n mili came over to my hse n drank wif my cousin hahahaha the both guls where super high n nasia face were damn RED!!!llike u know...tomato!!!! n mili...well hmmmmm she was damn blur while playing the drinking game..the worst thing is...the 3 of us woke up LATE n came late for work! well overall it was a fun day!!!! lets have a sleep over day again!!!........"pillow fight","smashing ppl body"

HAHA.that was SANDRAAA!:D
okay than, i shall sstop here.
bloody fy is talking on the phone with her loveeeeeeee.
haha!okay.bye for now.
will update soon at home.

2007-11-13T06:42:00.000-08:00

My bad for not updating for quite a long time.
was kinda busy or maybe lazy or tired or blah.
haha.

well, i forgotten how i spent my days on Friday and Saturday.
So i shall talk about Sunday.
after half day wk, i met up with Sandraaa for shopping:D
and i definitely had a great time with Sandra.haha
We went town to shop and Sandra bought this beautiful top.lol
after that, i followed her home cos she was feeling rather uncomfortable about thingy
haha.and yeah...kinda lazy to type.
but anw, went VV to continue shopping.
both of us bought tops from Zara.
So and blah, went to meet San's love and some two friends at Ponggol.
we went to the beach or maybe a lot further from the beach to slack?
we walked such a scary and haunted path.it was creepyyyy.
haha.i don't think i will ever go there again!
left Ponggol around 9 plus, bus ed to Sengkang than to Sandra's house.
managed to catch Lost on chn 5.hah

and stupid Sandra kept having cat fight with me when i wanted to sleep.lol
So we only slept around 3 to 4am.
woke up duper early by Sandra's alarm clock at 7am?
but Sandra is still sleeping!haha!
woke her a few times but she cant wake up at all so i lied to her that it's 8 already.
lol.So gotten ready and all, bus ed to SJC.
met Thenmozhi outside school and yeah.
they passed something to Dap teo and blah.

cutting all short cos i'm tired of typing and thinking.hah

went back home to get all my stuffs while San accompanied Mili to her house to get her thingy.
Met them only at 930pm at AMK.
bus ed to San's house and San actually lose her wallet.
So yeah.San's mum left dinner for us but San decided to eat at some prata place with her Cousin,Howen.
ate Thonsai, i don't know how to spell it but yeah.
So what can i actually say about it?hahahh
didnt really know the way of eating that thonsai.lol
and i too didn't really like it cos it's bloody dry and i don't know!lol

we drank and alil drunk too.
haha.Howen taught us to play some game and if whoever lost, somebody have to drink.
and VEMILI is duperrrr CUTEEE!
haha.we first played 3 ups and Mili kept losing and kept drinking.
alamak.she got duper messed up of when to clap or say.lol
so Mili decided to played other game,so we played some card game.haha
after all the drinking and stuff, Mili and I got alil drunk.
but i dont know why San and Howen felt eh normal?hah
we slept awhile at the sofa when San was bathing.
So san finished bathing and went up to sleep.
use her computer around 5 mins cos i dont know what am I typing as my head kpt spinning.
haha.Mili turned to use and i went off to bed.
not long, Mili and Sandra joined in a kingsize bed.
i than woke up in the middle of don't know what time to sleep on the other bed cos it was very squeezed.haha
all of us managed to wake up at 815am to prepare for work.

left san's place and cabbed to Chinatown as Atiqa suggested it.
and blah.work was duper tiringgggg.

2007-11-08T11:14:00.000-08:00

i don't know where to even start.
okay, so today i went hougang mall with yashi in the afternoon to pay for my new spec and my working pants.
after that, bus ed to AMK hub to meet Sandra.
she bought a very mature shirt and it looked so matching with her hair.haha
not long, i sended her to the bus stop as i need meet my family for dinner.

So i met my mum, dad and sis.
and and guess what?!my dad finally blessed me a brand new MP3!:D
Praise the Lorddd!
So I got myself a Black Sony NWZ-S615F Mp3.
But i wanted red!:(
haha.neverminddd.((((:

Met up with my aunts uncles and grandma and Pa.
it was my Grandpa's birthday and my aunt?lol
So we had a huge spread of yummy dishes.
haha.went to my grand's house for alil while.
home around 11 plus.

So now it's 3.24am and i got to wake up at 8am tmrrr!
i was actually figuring out how to even put the songs in my mp3.
So i did some research and i finally got it!
praise the Lorddd!:D
and i dont feel like going work tmrrr:(
San and mili not comingggg and it's only me and atiqa:(

2007-11-07T00:39:00.000-08:00

IM RUSHING THRU MY DATA TYPING!
haha.just like 2 stacks i took like hours to do can.
guess i have been slacking alot.

Vemili didnt come to work today as she have some Dee. celebration or whatever you call that.haha
and Malina is leaving like today to her own country, thailand:(
im freaking gonna miss her like hell!
but thank God it's only for a month.haha
ohoh, tmr and friday both Vemili and Sandra will not be coming sia.
dee. thingy loh.sighsigh
than it will only be Atiqa and I like only. sighsigh

So sandra dye her hair.
the same colour as mineeee!hahaha
she's the another Ah lian lah.but it looked good on her,seriously.

Sooooooo.....
today work was great, i can say.
typing the unfinish data which i did yesterday.
during lunch,the main boss treated everyone lunch at some place.
haha.Razlan gave us a lift in his car and i tell you, he drive duper scary.
lol.so overall,the food was great, only like 10 people they ordered til so many foods.

such a big spread and we were unable to finish it.
went back to the office, another person drove us back.
and another scary trip.lol

i still love you as a friend(:

i need to rush back to my data typinggg!

EDITED

i have Good Newss!:D

i have no work tomorrow!HAHAHH

i can finally have a good sleep, I THINK.

lol.my panda eyes are getting worst and i hate it:(

my dad asked me a question: why huh,when you have school you cannot wake up?than when working you can wake up auto huh?very weird leh.

my answer to him: (speechless and acting blur)

ahah!but i really don t know why!

So i bought my new spec at Hougang mall.

i pray i pray it will not look weird leh.

Sandra said i looked smarter and mature.HAHAHA

and i might wear contacts again.

just hoping my stupid eyes will not give me stupid problems.

hahahahah:(

ohyeayeayea.

my dad gonna buy me MP4 soon, i hope:(

and i tell you, something really scary or maybe whatever happen when we(Atiqa,Ayid,San and me) were on the bus home.

than than than there will these three bangalars(spell?)

So it's like Atiqa and Ayid were sitting infront of them and they kept looking and gossiping at them.

the three bangalars really very preventic too.

there was this smelly bangalars almost took pics of atiqa.

i msg Atiqa but she didnt notice it-.-

So i dont know why i get so panic and i just shoutedddd at atiqa to sit properly.

and i didnt know i shouted that loud,haha

and and after i shouted, i quickly looked thru my bag and dug out my sweet to keep me calm.

My whole face turned duper red and hot and i was shivering in fear, as if they will shot me with a gun.haha

and ya, the bangalars got shock and pretended nothing happen.

than it's like super weird.the four of us kept staring at the bangalars and they kept staring at us too.

you know wht i mean?!hahaha!

and finally, they bloody hell alighted!phew!

2007-11-06T01:25:00.000-08:00

it's 5.30pm now and im at work.
really cant wait to knock off. haha

so now i'm like doing some data work in Excell.lol
been doing since 10am.
and i still have a few stacks to do.
but i love it couse i dislike filing which San and Mili are doing now.haha
they are having so much stress.LOL
and San kept whininggggg.HAHAh
funny luh she.
Atiqa is doing the same as me, data typing.
and she have alr did finish. :(

anw, today lunch we ate at Maxwell.
ate western foodie with atiqa.
i love it so much!
haha.well, what i can say is, TIME PASS VERYY DUPER SLOWLYYY:(

2007-11-04T19:52:00.000-08:00

So today is Monday and i am like working now.
haha!im doing the stupid filing and it s so confusing and tiring and irritating and blahhhh!
argh.im gettng stressful now.
and Vemili is trying to stress me up by reading what im typing
haha.

So yesterday i slept quite late.
was thinking alot in my bed.
about some thingy
oh yeah,me and deline actually talk on the phone last night about an hour.
and i really have fun chatting with her.
it been ages since we chatted.haha

and so regarding to the post, i feel that you should think damn hard before you post.
there's no need to be or maybe act so holy when you dont even bloody know anything.
if you think you understand me like alot, i think you are so damn wrong.
and if you think that the post you wrote actually make people feel bad or whatever,HA HA.i guess you are wrong.you only make people feel hatred.
who are you to called those ppl an idiot? stop trying to act smart when youre bloody hell not.
imagine if someone actually wrote the post that you wrote to you?
it's obvious that you will feel angry right? and what?
gossip to your friends about the post or smack their face or show attitude or whatever.
common sense right?IDIOT!
i have nothing more to say.
even if you reply back to this, good for you than.(:

im gonna get back to my filinggg
i so cant wait for lunchhhh!

2007-11-04T06:21:00.000-08:00

Scars (Stronger For Life) - Corrinne May

I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say "You're no good at this"
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead, swimming in my tears

Break me open, tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs on the ground
You can mould and shape me in your image
Breathe your life, you know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength in weakness
All that I am, All that I'm meant to be just
Melting in your hands
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Break me open, tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs on the ground
You can mould and shape me in your image
Breathe your life, you know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Cut away, all within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away, all within me

i guess someone is just trying to act smart.
things she dont know think she knows.
now i think you know who you are.
damn it love-hate friendship.

2007-11-03T11:02:00.000-07:00

currently listening to Scar by Corrinne May.
it's such a beauitful song. very meaningful.

So went to work today.
was suppose to meet Sandra at 11,AMK MRT.
but shocking enough, she overslept.haha
so her dad fetched us to chinatown and thank God we reached on time!

really enjoyed work alot today.
we did computer work like finally!
been waiting for this days already!
and and guess what?!we even got our pay and i have the bloody lowest of all.
hahaha!but who cares lah.lol
left our workplace at around eh forgot.
but i wanna say Sorry to STEPH!
she waited for me in Chinatown at 3.30pm but im still working!
im so so so sorry!been pretty busy with work and i cant go to church.
im trying my very best already.sigh

After working, San,Atiqa,Mili and I went to have our dinner.
cabbed to Farrer Park after that to get our haircut.
Malina came later abit and she went off ard 8 plus.
So i highlight my hairrr and cut it!
hahaha!Atiqa said i looked like ah lian-.-
omg!i dislike ah lian and i dont even want to look like themmmm!
lol.Sandra cut her hair damn nice,Atiqa reborned and cut and Mili reborned and cut too.
im sure the shop earns quite alot already for today.lol

San and I left the place at 1120pm?!
i think so, and i really had loads of fun with Sandra!
we were actually talking about "ah lian"
haha.Sandra gave alot of examples the way ah lians acted .
she really made me laugh like mad dog.lol

reached AMK, and San cab ed home cos she have no more bus.lol
and i bus ed home!
im so bloody piss off with my mum!
ARGH!

2007-11-01T10:40:00.000-07:00

pictures for Wednesdayy!

THURSDAY

thank God San and I reached exactly at 10am with Atiqa and Vemili for today's work.

haha.i tell you sia, Vemili was super duper crazy today.

i dont know why but she kept making San and I laugh like some mad dog.

HAHA!she 's so duper cute luh!

we took pics too!need san to send it to me la.

will upload soon yeah.

i enjoyed work today la.

went PP with clique plus eh ailak?!

nevermind.but had a great time.

bus ed to AMK with San cos she wanna buy fries.

yeah, waited for her bus and off she went.

managed to catch ANTM:D

haha!ate supper too luh:(

i really think i'm growing fatter.

argh!

2007-10-30T06:39:00.000-07:00

my beloved 4A peeps:D

I enjoyed work today.

know why?

cause time passed so quickly that we didn't know it was time for us to go home.

haha. and i really had a great time with San Atiqa and Vemili.

tomorrow will be Bel's birthday and halloween party at her house.

So we have to dressed in costume.

Cecilia and I rented ours earlier.haha

mine is more like a cheerleader costume but some race thingy.

haha.For Cecilia, her's was a pretty sexy dress.lol

hope tomorrow will go well.

Liyuan(Linda) will be there too!:D

haha.

well, another short post and i'm so very sorry!

2007-10-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

I miss Pussycat alot.sighhh

So i don't know where to even start.haha

Today morning we woke up late, at around 8 plus.

we were suppose to wake up at 6am but we both were very tired and we just continue sleeping.

I slept only at 530am like that.lol

bathed and got ready quickly.

waited for the stupid bus for so long.

than we decided to take 192 to AMK interchange.

trip was pretty fast.

So trained to Chinatown and blah.

and i really hate work today.

argh!

2007-10-28T12:27:00.000-07:00

it's 327am now, and i'm at Sandra's house!:D
we just finished watching "Secret".
i know i know, im slow.
but what to do?haha
So the movie is damn touching.SOOSOSOSO TOUCHING!

okay, that woman is sleeping like a pig now.
we needa wake up at 6am tmr.
gonna workkk and i hope i'll be able to sleep.hahah
had a fun day with sannnn!:D

not forgetting Cecilia, my bestie!
had a very great time with her.
afternn, i met her and we went to Haji Lane.
bought 2 shirts there and i'm so much happy about it.
haha.bus ed to Parkway, bought something for someone.lol
secret yeah.hahhah
bus ed to town after that.
ate our lunch or mayye dinner there, followed Cecilia went to Zara to look for her sister.
her sis blessed her a coat. how i wish i will really have a elder sister like her.
unlike mine-.- argh

So we left the place, Cecilia went home.
i went to meet sandra at AMK HUB.
she had her late dinnner there.
bus ed to Thomson Plaza, went to get somethingy and than her house.
watched tv and all.ate lots of supper too.haha
alright,so on and fro.

And that Pussycat deleted her friendster!
how am i suppose to contact her other than MSNNN:(
damn it!
i don't feel like working tmrrr.hahah
it feels different here, my emotions are taking over me.
life is such a bitch.

2007-10-26T09:38:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed my day at work today la.
haha.thanks to clique who never fails to enlighten my life.haha

I was suppose to wake up at 8am today.
but somehow i don't know why did i set my alarm at 7am-.-
So i just woke up , thinking i was waking up at the right time.
San was suppose to morning call me at 8am and i thought she forgets about it.haha
and i bathed and all.
i almost went out of my house but i realize it was only 8ammm!
and i woke up an hour early la:(
argh!

So i watched MTV, boiling points.
hah.went to meet Sandra at AMK MRT:D
as usual, trained to Chinatown.
but we went our own without meeting Atiqa and Vemili cos we were late.
but yeah.
did the things we needa do and blah.
took tons of pictures too!
haha.will upload sooon!

anw, i visited my class blog.
i dont know who post this song.
but it's a very very nice song with a duper great lyrics.
this song can really make me cry.hahah
here's the lyrics:

I'll Remember you-No Secrets.

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change

cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

2007-10-25T05:43:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY

Woke up early in the morning.
met up with Sandra at AMK MRT.
trained down to Chinatown and met up with Atiqa and Vemili.
walked around 5 to 10mins to Elpis thingy office.

My first day of work is pretty relaxing and slack.
But my hand were numb and pain from writting alot.
we have to finish tons of stack papers.
But i had loadssss of fun working with clique!hahah

So we have our 1 hour of break around 1plus.
had our lunch in the coffeeshop.
after luch, we slack.
went to this temple toliet.
and you know, the lady and the guy's toliet were both pretty close.
there's was one man almost went in to lady's toliet.haha
and and guess what?!
Vemili was the next victim.
she was actually on the phone and not paying attention on where she's going.
so she went IN the guy's toliet to take a look on the mirror.
and Atiqa suddenly shouted to Mili and told her that that was the guy's toliet.LOL
hahah!MILI got shocked and she rushed out of the toliet.
she even told us that the old man saw her while he was doing his business.lol
we almost laughed our heads out.haha!

went back to the office.
did what we have to do.
filling in papers and all.haha
nothing much thou. had a very tiring day.

THURSDAY

woke up duper early at 7am.
went for my appointment with Mr Ho to sign the ITE thingy.
trained to dhoby to meet Sandra and met Mili and Atiqa at Chinatown.
the same old thing.hah

bought our breadfast from 7-11.
ate in the office, drank 2 cups of coffee.
did filling in form and filing.
than Atiqa went home early to see a doctor and we went for our break.

came back to the office.
feeling so damn tired.
and Sandra kept making so much noise.
you know, i feel that we can turn the office upside down.
we were the one making sooo much noise.
and we being scolded irrtating.hahah
i don't really give a damn thou.
it's more like a love-hate friendship

2007-10-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

I watched the News.

CLICK FIVE CAME TO MY SCHOOL! :(

but i bloody hell not in school as i m waiting for my results.

ahhhh!OMGGG!damn it!

argh!nevermindddd.

I'm down with flu and cough.

great-.- I stayed at home the wholeeee day.

So i bought the book that i wanted.

very goody.

i have job already:D

Sandra and Atiqa intro to me(:

office job and i can actually start work straight away without any interview.

and it also clashed together with my appointment with Mr Ho.

So i decided to postpone it to Sunday instead.

but i haven called him yet.hahah

will call him in the morning and i hope he will agreed.

So yesterday i chatted with my beloved pussycatt!

haha.had a great time with her on MSN.duh

i screenshot her doing all kinda of stupid faces.lol

She 's duper cute luh! haha!

alright!gonna wake up early at 8pmm!:D

She's all over the place

2007-10-21T02:48:00.000-07:00

stayed at home for both Saturday and today.

I fell sick and i couldn't move my neck.

it suck.

Today's my mum birthdayy!:D

i did a card for her.hahah

so yeah.

i'm like starting to miss Gayetri alot.

wonder if she's having a great time in Australia.

haha.i bet she's having alot alot of fun there.

when she come back from Australia, i'll be 20 years old!

omg.haha.But i feel like visting her in Australia...

argh.i wish!lol

I have our "OWL FAMILY" 's pics.

it was a very very long time ago picture.

as you can see.hahah

Obviously we have changed.But i miss our friendship in Secondary 1,2

haha.So inside the neo, there was Gayetri,Cecilia,Sam,Yashi,Pileng and Me.haha

miss them alot!

tomorrow gonna accompany Yashi to go for the interview.:D

than I'm gonna buy this book "Where is God when its hurt" by Yancey at City Link book stall.

i guess i need it so much now.haha

I used to think

I had the answers to everything

but now I know

That life doesnt always go my way.

Feels like Im caught in the middle

2007-10-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

The pictures for yesterday.
I know it's ugly la, it's just that i don't have the mood to edit any pictures

I had another SLEEPLESS NIGHT againnnn>:(
got out of my bed at 7plus, ate breadfast and watch tv.
hoping time would pass soooo slowly cos i wanna watch tv.haha
bathed at 930am and stuff.

Trained to City Hall for my ITE F&B interview at Suntec Tower 5.
I got so lost and i went one biggg round to find that building.
but yeah, saw Tower Five and i realize it's just upstairs of me-.-
lamepok, made me risk my life to cross the scary busy roads.
nevermindnevermind.
So went up to the 7th floor and i got lost again.
don't even know where's the office.
went til the end asked for directions and it's just beside the lift all the way to the other end.argh
how dumb can i be.LOL
maybe i'm tooo tireddd and my stupid damn eyes are giving me problems.
argh

Signed in the application form.
Mr Ho came to interview me.
well, it was quite a smooth and easy one.
wasn't that anxious, nervous and stuff like that.
Thank God for giving me strength and courage to be able to pull thru
So Mr Ho just talked and talked.
and guess whattt!?I'm setected for the ITE traineeship courssee!:D
Praise the Lord!

But my biggest worry is my committment in church.
well, i asked them about having a day off on Sat instead of Monday.
But somehow he don't agree but to let me work on morning swift than go church in the afternn.
Nevermindnevermind!i know God will plan for me!
So he said he will called me to arrange a time for me to sign some thingy and start training or sth.
I'm still praying hard he will really call me.haha
cause i kena cheated alot of times:(

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I miss you right now?
I miss you Gayetri, pussycat..

2007-10-18T13:06:00.000-07:00

it's 0410am now and i need to wake up at 9.30am tmr. -.-

Way back into love-Hugh Grant feat Drew Barrymore

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

nice song and lyrics.
well.hope i will be able to wake up tmr!
ah!interviewwww!i'm sooo nervous!

2007-10-18T01:16:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY

I had a sleepless night yesterday.

didn't sleep the whole day and i just got up at 545am.

met up with Yashi Jean Lijun and liting.

went to Dover ITE.

able to sign up for F&B, went for a short interview.

and blah.bus ed to Bugis than train ed to town becos it's nearer.

met up with SAM and Cecilia at Taka Crystal Jade.

lunched there.

had a greatttt time.walked around, Lijun Liting and jean went off.

bus ed to Semei Mrt, Trained to Changi Airport.

met up with Gayetri and clique and some friends.

Gayetri went off to Australia.

some teared a lil, some gave her a biggg hugs.

sigh.i'm gonna miss that woman!

Sorry for posting so lil.

im still having stiff neck.

couldn't bend my head up and down so much.hah

update pics soon!

tomorrow i have interview for some resturant from my ite thingy.

hahah!hope i ll get in!

2007-10-16T09:35:00.001-07:00

okay..So i'm suppose to meet up with Sandra and all.
But i actually overslept and was thinking of meeting them late.
So i woke up and i suffer from stiff neck.
couldn't move my neck:(
I stayed at home the wholee dayy

how bored.
Tomorrow i needa wake up at 6am.
met up with yashi jean lijun and liting at don't know where.
and bus to Dover ITE.lol
yeah.after that, meeting up with clique to send pussycat off to Australia. :(
sighhh.alrightie.

it's 1244am and i needa sleep.
So night!:D

2007-10-15T08:57:00.000-07:00

I had a great time with my beloved SANDRAAA!:D
haha!Thank God for her.lol
love her tons!
So we met up at Hougang Inter instead of AMK hub.
she was late, but i don't blame her lah.
i used to be late too.HAHA
so anw, went to look for mili and root beer at mac.
Mili passed something to Sandra.

So yeah. took bus 165 to Holland RD.
had double fun with san!hahah
we even saw "look-alike CLICK FIVE" in the bus.
Ang Mo, handsome!haha
anw, somehow we got lost!
we went overhead the busstop.haha
alighted and was thinking of crossing the overhead bridge.
but that woman too lazy and she wants to cross the road.
It was raining alil and there were cars here and there.
kinda scary, so we quickly crossed and San's Slipper So Slippery.
HAHA.She walked so so slow and the bus was like coming toward the busstop and i was so afraid that the bus will bless us with some rain water.lol
So took 174 to the place we wanted to go.

Cab bed to some D Hills place.
interview ed at some jap resturant.
and i have only 40% of getting in the thingy.
cos i can't work on Fri and Sat which is their busy time due to some committment i have.
but i'm sure God will bless me with suitable jobs.

after interview, cab bed back to the busstop.
took bus 7 to bugis junction.
walked around there.
sign up for Job thingy in Topshop.
and blah. left the place around 6 plus
bus ed to AMK.
slept in the bus becos the bus ride was duper long.haha
waited for sandra's bus to arrived and home!

Tomorrow K box is cancel:(
So i'm going VV with Hot clique!:D
watching movie i guess.lololololol

Wednesday, my Pussycat going Australia to study for 4 years.
sigh.i'm so gonna miss her lah.

I believe Lord you're my Healer.

2007-10-14T10:03:00.001-07:00

Sigh. So I realize that i didn't really have the mood to blog already.
somehow i feel like i'm living for the sake of it.
my blog is getting lonely already.haha

i changed my blog song.
it's by Backstreet Boys.yeahyeah

So...tomorrow i will be going out with Sandra.
having some interview at some place.
i miss that woman alot!hah
yeah.
Anw, I just received some ITE letter.
don't really know what izzit about.
but they want me to go to Dover ITE for some thingy.
and my friends haven even receive it at all.
so...i don't know.lol

alright.watching " I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry" online.:D

2007-10-13T01:52:00.000-07:00

So sorry for not updating!:D
i was pretty busy for the past few days.

Thursday
haha. Went town with Van,Deline and Rita.
met Jaan half way and Deline went off.
bought myself 2 Belts and brown cardigan from Pull and bear.
haven bought myself a top yet cos i couldn't find anything nice:(
argh.nevermindnevermind.

went to apply for job too.
they will called me again, i think.
i hate looking for jobs.

Friday
went for Cgm.
had a great time there.

Saturday
I miss Service today.
had to help up for my baby cousin's bday party.

i feel like changing song in my blog.
aiyo

2007-10-09T09:34:00.000-07:00

met up with Van, Steph,John and his friend at City Hall

went for Job hunting.

was darn difficult to find.haha

mostly the shops allow max 17 and above. :[

left City Hall around 6 plus 7.

Van, Steph and I train ed to Tpy.

ate at Long John and walked away alil at tpy.

went to Body Shop.

The lady wanted us to fill the application form and she don't have any in her shop.

and she asked us to go to novena to fill in and yeah.

gonna go down to novena!

and if can't get in, i'm hoping that Jere's working place having vancaniess!

ahhh.i need jobbb, moneyyy and shoppinggg!

2007-10-08T09:46:00.000-07:00

OMG!:D
My N level finally overrrr!

So EOA paper today.
i think i will quite badly.
well, i dont know why
couldn't really concentrated on my paper.
was feeling rather stress up.
praying very very hard for better results!

After paper around 330pm, went to Miss Teh's homeroom.
what can I say. She actually did a small party for us.
realize that i called her "Miss Teh" instead of "Teh"?
haha.She's not my form teacher but she actually made the effort to put up a mini party for us.
and Mother Thiru didn't.haha
but nevermind.So Miss teh took pictures of the whole class.
Drank some taste-a-like alcohol but it was not luh.hah
and lastly, she gave us a very cute hearts.
love it alot!:D

I miss my cliquee!<3
now, i needa look for job!argh

2007-10-07T04:18:00.000-07:00

i don't know how and where to start blogging.
So today, i actually woke up at 1pm.
i watched my favourite shows on tv.
"A walk to remember" i love it alot!
haha.followed by "Extreme makeover(home edition)"
i love sunday shows.lol
rightright.

So tomorrow is my last N level paper:D
as well as my last day in school and with some of my friends.
well, i'm not gonna miss school but i will miss my friends.Alot.
even though i know we will never be the same again like last time.
i hope things will turn out good tomorrow. (:
"Sometimes people have to change,
Their lifes might have to rearrange.
But the experience that will last, makes the memories of the past."

And i fell over and over again.

2007-10-05T10:33:00.000-07:00

Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you;
Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you,
Yes, I will help you
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.

Every night, sitting by the window
crying my heart out.
with no one to talk to.
feeling so useless, hopeless....
feeling so so depressed.
you never fail to encourage me.
when i need someone to talk to, you are alway there by my side.
listening to every problems i have and every prayers i made.
you guide me in everything i do.
i love you Lord Jesus Christ, with all my heart.

I just need to get up with my life and move on.
God, help me.

2007-10-03T22:47:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY

had my N level,Math Paper 2. :[
all i need to do now is to pray real hard for passing marks!
sighh

THURSDAY

alright.so I slept for only 2 hours!
i couldn't freaking sleep yesterday.
was staring into blank for hours.
slept only at 4am. :(

Didn't hear my alarm rang.
thank God for my mummy!:D
haah.if not, i will be so dead.
reached school, on time?
as what Mrs Das said lah.
haha.

CPA paper was alright, i guess.
almost drop my head on the table while doing the paper.
haha.I really very tired you know.:(
alright.So 1 more paper to gooo:D
and N level will be sooo OVER.

ViVo with Gayetri tomorrowww!((:
gonna go and sleep:D

2007-10-02T05:50:00.000-07:00

Had my Science N Level paper today.
and it suck, really suck.
the things i studied didn't really come out.
i flunked my science paperrrrrr>:(
omg.

a short post for now:D

2007-10-01T05:51:00.000-07:00

alright. So i couldn't sleep last night.
i was so very nervous for my N level.
studied my math till 3 am plus.
went to sleep and i just can't sleep.haha
ended up sleeping at 4 to 5am.

woke up at 9am by my baby cousin.
my mum was babysitting her.
but i thank God for her.haha
if not, i might overslept til 2pm plus.lol
So i actually played with her til noon.
She's so adorableee!:D
but she love to scare people, i guess.
i was in the room with her alone and she suddenly said that she heard someone talking or something.
and i was like, omg don't joke with me seh, youre scaring me leh you know.
haha.My mum said that I hear wrongly and blah, or maybe i am.lol

bathed and out of my house at 1pm.
went for my N level Math paper 1.
during my trip to school, i kept having butterflies in my tummy due to N lvl.haha
but yeah.lol
So paper started at 2pm.
i felt so bloody stressful and irritating while doing my damn math paper.
argh.i lose quite alot of marks cause i didn't have the time to really do.
ahh!

home straight.
studied for my Science and there.
gonna get back to studying again. (:

I thank God for everything.

2007-09-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

I'm rotting at home now.
I'm having slight fever and
I missed service today:(

update if i can(:

Sum 41 - With me

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know,
'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know,
'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

i think i'm having depression.

2007-09-27T04:21:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating.
was pretty busy this days.haha

Scott Krippayne - Every Single Tear

You feel insignificant, a whisper in the wind
Sometimes you think nobody knows your name
But there's Somebody watching over you
And He knows everything you're going through

He sees every single tear
He feels everything you're feeling
He wants to hold you close and dry your eyes
Your heart is what He hears
When the world just hears you crying
No matter what the pain,
He cares About every single tear

Overwhelmed by circumstances out of your control
Hope can be the hardest thing to find
When you're like a heart without a home
You don't have to face this hurt alone

If God adorns the lilies of the field
And cares for every sparrow in the sky
How much more is
He aware of your sorrow and despair
How much does
He care about your life

i love love love this song:D
I'm starting to miss Gayetri.haha
was chatting with her this evening.
really miss her tons!(((:

2007-09-24T22:11:00.000-07:00

I borrowed this book from van.
it's a pretty interesting book.
A very touching and love book.
This book can really made people cry.haha
i never expected myself to cry so much.
lol.but yeah.pretty touching.
should go and read yeah.
ohyeah.to my surprise, i managed to read this book in 1 day.haha

i managed to find the story's link.
http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm
the stories you can read there but they didn't give the entire stories.
Chapter 18-20 they are still publishing i guess.
don't really know.so yeah.lololol

slept pretty late yesterday.
or maybe i slept very late almost everyday.
and i alway had problems waking up in the morning.
argh!

alrightie.
i feel like drinking mushroom soup suddenly.hehaho

2007-09-23T10:23:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

went for Cell at Rita's house.
didn't have any sermon but we fellowshipped
i had tons of fun.
went to the playground at Rita's house after that,
played a few games and stuff.
celebrated lantern festival.haha
than celebrated Jaan and Evan's birthday.
yeah.home after that.

SATURDAY

went for Service.
sermon was great.

SUNDAY

met up with Rita, Jaan and evan at AMK hub
bus ed down to airport.
took 1 hour plus to reach there and it was so tiring.
haha.reached airport, met Van at where thingy.
ate at some "Pope thingy".haha
quite nice but eh okay loh.
haha.went to forget where to studied.
but not a very fruitful one.lol
Jaan and Evan were playing those trolley and it was pretty embarassing.haha
what to do?! lol
so Van, Rita and I studied and we came acrossed some Eurasion's guys.
haha.they were so unexplainable.hahahahahh
handsome lah. okay, whatever.hahhh
ANW, Stephie came than Jere.
had fun and blahblahblah.

went to terminal 1 atound 8 plus, waited for Gab's arrival
and yeah, he came out 1 hours time.
lol.so was thinking of going town but Jere said that Junliang is coming back from Shanghai and we waited but he didn't turn up.
and we left and took train home.
Junliang called Jere and he told him that he arrived in Singapore already.lol
So hahahaha i don't know.

alright.tomorrow i'm needa study real hard already.
going mac to study alone and i pray it will be a fruitful want.lol
okayokay.(:
useless freak

2007-09-21T01:09:00.000-07:00

alright, so today i suppose to go to school becourse it's the last day of school.
but i didn't, cos i overslept!
argh.it's so super frustrating can.

andand guess what?
my teacher called my father to go to school becos i missed school always.
hahaha.hack
don't really care actuallly.lol

going for cell later(:
celebrating moon cake festival on the way.haha
yeahyeah

and i need a haircut:(

2007-09-19T21:30:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY

Christina Aguilera - Reflection

Look at me

You may think you see

Who I really am

But you'll never know me

Every day It's as if I play a part

Now I see If I wear a mask

I can fool the world

But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

I am now In a world where

I Have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow I will show the world

What's inside my heart

And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection

Someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that

I'm Someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be

Free to fly

That burns with a need to know

The reason why

Why must we all conceal

What we think, how we feel?

Must there be a secret me

I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that

I'm Someone else for all time

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

alright. so i didn't go school today.

i couldn't sleep til 4am -.-

woke up only at 1045am and it's pretty early for me.haha

Gayetri missed school too, she overslept.

we chatted on msn and she asked me to call her.

i did and guess what?

tomorrow is my last day of school!:]]]]]]

heheh.i'm happy but sad too luh.

i'm so gonna miss my hot clique alot.

so 1 week of break and ta da, N LVL:(

this 1 week, i'm gonna study very hard!

i wanna get good grades to go to a better ite course.lol

and i will!:D

i feel like changing my blogskin.

should i?

2007-09-19T01:40:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating.
my computer was down, thanks to my younger sister.
haha.My dad reformatted the computer and everything gone!
my pics, song and blah. :(
argh!i have to go download some thingy again.
haha.

So i didn't go to school.
i don't know why maybe i self proclaim is holiday already.
haha.but i studied at home luh.
now my class's timetable changed.
and you can really die cos 1 day there will be 2 different subjects.
it's like before recess, all is math periods and after recess, all is science periods
lol.we have to do testestestest and i don't like it at all.
ohwelllll.

and and and you know what, i'm having EOA night classes-.-
and it starts today and i don't wanna go:(
cos i dislike TEH.hahah
so class started at 7 and it ends at 9pm.
sighsighsigh

1 week plus to N level.
argh

and i don't want to fall to pieces.

2007-09-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

Had my English N level paper today.
paper 1 was eh okay luh.
was feeling alittle lazy to do cos i so wanna lie down and sleep as i'm feeling so so tired.
but i press on, thank God for strenght(:
but my handwriting was abit untidy.haha
so had our break and went for my paper 2 at 1030am.
paper 2 was alright.
did everything i could and all.
did for like 30 to 45 mins and sleep:D
but for 15mins only luh:(
hah

headed home straight as clique went CP.
didn't go cos i'm feeling so tired.
was suppose to take a nap but ended up eating and using the comp. -.-
hah.going for BS later(:

Yesterday i watch this movie in Hallmarks channel.
title was "Augusta, gone"
it was about a girl being lost in her own world.
better watch in Youtube cos i'm afraid i give the wrong info.haha
here is the music video of the moveieeee:D

really nice!
here are the link to the movie : http://youtube.com/watch?v=B2qv5ngEelU

2007-09-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling so DEAD DEAD tired!
haha.i only had 2 pathetic hours of sleep.
slept at 4am woke up 6am.-.-
i had a very hard time sleeping.
i don't know why,maybe becos i'm nervous for my N lvl papers?
hah.

so woke up feeling so half dead.
thank God i didn't oversleep or i will really kill myself.
so blah, reached school.
8am started my first Chinese paper.
it was eh alright luh.
some words don't really know what it meant or maybe most of the words i don't understand.
lol.so paper ended at 835am, my friends and I went to CP to slacked and ate our breadfast.
we actually had around 5 hours of break to our next paper.
so we slacked and rot.
but was fun.haha
was on our way back to school and it started raining cats and dogs.
so no choice, we had to walk under the rainnnn!
Gayteri's umbrella fitted 3 person.
haha!i shared with them but somehow i feel that there's no difference even if i share with them or not cause i was drenched still.lol

went for our English listening.
reported at 130pm but paper started at 230pm instead of 2pm.
so I slept for awhile and when it was time to get up, i felt so lazy that i really wanna go back to sleep.lol
blah. Listening was okay, just a little confusing here and there.
couldn't really hear what were they talking about.
haha.there were this story, this man talked so slanked(spell?) and fast that i can't even catched a word he spoke.haha
alrightie.paper ended at 320pm.
home after that.

lol.WANNA THANK RITA AND STEPHIE FOR THE CHOCOLATE TOO!:D
they delivered it to me in the evening.
haha.love them alottt!:D

tomorrow is Chinese listening.
alamak:(

"I try to run from your side

But each place I hide

only reminds me of you

When i turn out all the lights

Even the night

only reminds me of you"

2007-09-02T09:35:00.000-07:00

it's 1238am now and i'm suppose to be asleeppp!
tomorrow is my N lvl Chinese paper and English listening paper.
oh wow.can't believe time passes so fast huh.
pray i will do well for my papers(:
and hopefully i won't oversleep.haha

alrightalright.
will update again tomorrow.
gonna sleep already!:D

sorry for the short post!

2007-08-30T22:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAYYY TO ALL TEACHERS!:D

especially Mother Thiru,Mr Chiew and Mr Chang.

Thank God for them!

and i missed my primary school form teacher.

her name is Miss Cruzzzz(the one in red,DUH)! :(

alright. she taught me in Pri 5 & 6 in EM3.

was suppose to go back to my primary school but i don't know why i didn't.

well,i could still remember how much she have done for my classmates and I.

all i could say is that i miss her alot!

she have never given up on me at all.

alamak.i miss her lah:(

somehow, i miss the friendship i had with Trina, Deline and Geline.

the four of us alway stick to each other.

haha.Victrina is my 5 years of friend,Deline is my 7 years of friend and not forgetting Geline, my 9 years of friend.lol

thank God for placing them into my life.

and i truely miss those memories.

I'm sadd luh, cause Prison Break 2 ended yesterday:( haha.good thing there's season 3!:D

AMERICA's NEXT TOP MODEL!:D

2007-08-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

i'm not in a very good mood now.
this is so frustrating lahhhhh!
sigh.i feel like screaminggg,no i want to scream!
argh!i'm feeling so tired of everything!
i bloody hate this damn feeling!

i really really needa scream.
oh Lord..

bye,i need stars now.

2007-08-28T22:30:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO WATCH EVAN ALMIGHTY!

i'm at home now.

chatting with some of my classmates who are in school using the comp.

haha.so yes, i didn't go to school again.

but i have my reason alright.

last night i slept at only 4am due to discomfort in my stomach.

so my mum asked me to rest at home loh.haha

gonna go for bs laterrr.

update laterr!:D

2007-08-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RITAAA!:D

So so so sorry for not blogging for very long yeah.haha
i got Gayetri to blog for me yesterday in school.
she was talking crap lah.haha
but i still love her!

so i don't know what else to blog.
i miss ed school today.
self studied at home.
might be going to Rita's small party.
but i somehow don't feel like going out due to some problems.
alamakkk.

alright, i need to finish watching The Simpson Movie.
i watched halfway.
it s funny but stupid.haha
okay luh.:D

2007-08-26T19:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!
HI evry1 im gayetri
ahah.helping ignasia to post JUST FOR TOADAY!!!
COOOLLL..AHHAH
anyways we are in skoooll...
so BORING cann...
DAMN EOA!!
SUCKS TO THE CORE..
mmm.....yay-miss teh is not in classs
ahhhhhh......she(teh) is kinda retarded actualli
always asking us to redo the work we always do
SO BEWARE OF TEH DOGG!!4A
AHAHAHHA..
ok im being meanieee HERE..HAAH
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AHAHAH
A COMPLETE MAKEOVER!!
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cant wait for recess!!ARGhhh
im dyin here ibn HUNGER!!
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OK ghuys let me tell u ppl a story about a POOR GAL WHO DESPERATLY NEEDS ATTENTION FRM HER CLASSMATE
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anyways aftr skl gg to BUY THAT THING!!
OMG !IM RERALLI so excited man!!
ahhaha

iots cost $8.00 lei
ahahah
so ex..AHHHA
OK LUH
bye peeps!
i gtg
DOGS CALLING ME.BYE
I <3 IGNASIA
MAUCKSS

2007-08-20T03:01:00.000-07:00

Sharon Kips - A Heartbreak Away

Night spent in the dark, wondering where it all went wrong
Not sure who you are, no one to belong to
Try to live a lie, but you're so unallied
If you could only make it through, another day

It's just a heartbreak away, from another love
Soon you'll release all the ghosts, of world wars
You've been damaged to the call, afraid to feel once more
But you'll never know love just made
Be a heartbreak away

Sometimes all it takes, is time for memories to fade
Soon all that remains, is proove that you have made it
Through the restless nights, back into the light
Oh I promise you it's worth the wait

It's just a heartbreak away, from another love
Soon you'll release all the ghosts, of world wars
You've been damaged to the call, afraid to feel once more
But you'll never know love just made
Be a heartbreak away

So hold on the best is yet to be
Close your eyes, imagine just believe
That just as one door closes, another opens wide
That's the beauty of goodbye

It's just a heartbreak away (It's just a heartbreak awaaay!)
(From another love)
Soon you'll release all the ghosts (Soon you'll release)
Of world wars (Oooh world wars)
You've been damaged to the call (Damaged to the call)
Afraid to feel once more
But you'll never know love just made
Be a heartbreak away

school sucked today.
i don't know why.
wasn't feeling that well.
mood wasn't good and was feeling kinda negative.

went home after English class before EOA.
home d around 1020am.
slept til 3.30pm.
i'm alright now, i guess.

2007-08-19T05:47:00.000-07:00

YOUR REPORT CARD:
Category	Grade
Love	C
Friends and Family	B
Body	C
Mind	F
Finance / Career	D
Your Life's Average Grade: C
'What" is your Life Grade?' at QuizGalaxy.com

sorry for not updating.hahaha

SATURDAY
went for my school family's day.
it was eh okay.
my friends and I went to this "pub" -.-
it was eh don't know.lol
didn't really like it cause i don't really like,you know.haha
so yeah.my friends danced and all.
some of them really have hidden talents.
haha.people like Jean San Then all can really danced so well.lol
Gayetri she danced damn good lah.haha
Malina and I didn't danced.
Malina found it embarassing.haha
so you know.hahah
enjoyed myself thou:D

SUNDAY
woke up at 8am to go for Svr.
met up with Van and James at Toa Payoh
crapped alot.lol

so Service was great.
Dr Joyce Meyer preached a very good sermon.
"Receiving the love of God and let it flows thru you"
We must have a good relationship with yourself in order to have a good relationship with God and friends and family.
always love yourself no matter of how you looked or etc.
and you are not free to learn to impress everyone but you are free to be who you want.
that's what i learnt.
was feeling kinda sleepy and i almost sleep.
but thank God for the sour sweet that Rita gave me.HAHA
yeah.service ended around in the noon.

train ed to Toa Payoh but Van alighted at City hall to meet her family.
so Rita James and I went to Toa Payoh LJS to eat.
had alot of fun.
we were having this conversation about some bread thingy.
i forgot.hah
but i remembered that James didn't know how to said subway and he kept saying "eh that bread lah that bread".
and both of us thought he was saying BREAD TALK, CAKE HiSTORIES and blah.
haha.so walked around Tpy.
James went home and both of us went AMK HUB.
met Jaan there.
so bought the thingy i wanted:D
walked around and rot.
home around 8(:

2007-08-17T04:13:00.000-07:00

God Of My Forever

God of my youth I remember
Your call on my life took me o’er
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by Your grace
On this altar I’ve written my life
Tells of a story I have with You my Lord
I want the world to know

Chorus
God of my forever
And forever I’m with You
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

God of my all I’ve surrendered
My heart finds its rest in Your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my love for You has grown
Nothing matters when You’re here with me
In the end just to hear
You say “Well done”
Bowing before Your throne

Bridge
Forever and ever
Jesus You alone in glory reign Forever and ever
With You I walk this narrow way

tomorrow is my school Family's Day.
yeah.church after that(:

2007-08-15T01:33:00.000-07:00

i wore my specs to school.
felt so nerdy.haha

school was alright.
school started late and i love it.lol
stayed in the hall til 9.30am as all teachers had something on.
watch this movie called "Bring It On, All or Nothing"
i think.haha
a nice movie but watched for like half and hour only.
teachers lah, come up hall so early.HAHA
kidding lah.so went for Science lesson.
some of us went to English class becos we thought it was English.lol
yeah.no Science lesson:D
Math period, checked and did corrections for prelim paper.
i did damn badly lah:(
paper 1 i got only 16/60.
i guess paper 2 i got 5/40?
cause Atiqa told me that i have a total of 21.
j u s t k i l l m e :(
nevermind.
RECESSED:D:D:D
double periods of English, checked our paper 1.
hahah!i got 50/80 for paper 1.
so so happy luh!:D
Praise the Lordd!
triple periods of CPA, checked our papers.
total marks- 76.9/100:D
Thank GOD!:D

BELL RINGG:D
went straight home.
alright. gonna watch bring it on in youtube(:

2007-08-13T18:30:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling so so fustrated now.

alright.i'm in school and it's EOA lessons.
TEH didn't come to school.HAH
ohyeah!so having my double free periods.
Just now during Math, Mrs Ong didn't come to class too.
hahahahah.ohyeahhh.

aright!got to go already!
bye!
update later

ALRIGHT.I'M BACK:D
chatting with jean now.haha

so i shall continue from where i stopped.lol
alright.i had 2 periods of PE,i don't know why
was you know, updating my blog halfway and teacher called us to go down for PE when it was not even our time yet.
so yeah.very slacking too actually.
1 hour of PE, my friends and i just slacked.
was almost to our recess.
but my friends and I quietly bought our foods earlier during the lowest sec recess.lol.
Turtle chow almost caught us but we ran and hide.
haha.so recess ended and blah.

Chinese period, got back my prelim marks.
eh, my paper 1- 8/20.
listening paper- 20/30
Oral - 29/50
so total i have go 57/100:D
haha.i thought i fail my chinese as when i was checking my marks, i saw 35/100
i almost kill myself.HAHA
kidding lah.but i was quite disappointed.
but i went to confirm and i realize i saw the wrong marks.lol
thank Godd!:D

so double periods of science.
i went home because i'm feeling quite uncomfortable.
so yeah.lol.
Gayetri didn't come to school so she called me and accompanied me.haah
love her lots!:D

i feel that almost all my subject teachers were quite unhappy about my class prelim marks.
Mrs Freeman scolded us for not doing well and blah
Mrs Ong scolded us and she feel that she have already trying her best to help us.
Mother Thiru and teh and blah and blah
sigh:(

2007-08-13T03:05:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling really tired.

yesterday i couldn't really sleep as i kept thinking alot and worrying about somethings.

haha.so i slept for 4 pathetic hours only.argh

so school was boring.

but had tons of fun with my friends.haha

my class don't have lessons til recess.

and i don't even know what we were doing.

teachers asked my class to go to the all with Express and sec 5 people.

some talks which was for them and not us.

what a waste of time luh.

but good thing, NO EOA LESSONS:D

cause i bloodly hate it so much.hahah

around 855pm, my class went off to the library.

did some art thingy?

i don't know what's that lah.haha

but quite fun though.lol

RECESS ED:D

double periods of math.

Mrs Ong told us a bad news and she's not very very happy about it.

she said that my class didn't even do well for our prelims.

and guess what? all of us failed. :(

i tried my very best already but :(((

neverminddddd.

sigh, gonna start studying again.

so anw, Mrs Ong decided to spilt the class into 2.

thankfully i was in Mrs Ong group.lol

ohwell.so did abit of math and math and math.

went to Computer Lab 4 for our triple periods of CPA.

kinda like free periods lah.

Mr Chang just gave us a worksheet to do and we just use the internet.lol

but it's a very very lousy computer.

argh.everything all so slow-.-

Gayetri,Yashi,Sandra and Malina and I were watching videos from youtube.

haah.

BELLRING:D

went Mum's Minimart(shop name) with Gay,Malina,Sandra and Jean.

bus ed home after that:D

2007-08-12T03:28:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating.
don't have the time.haha
i'll start from

FRIDAY
went out with Gayetri,Sandra and Yashi.
was suppose to watch movie but cancel.
so we walked around in Vivo.
ate our lunch at Republic or something.
haha.Gayetri and I got praised when we ordered what we want.haha
ohyeah, Gayetri ate so so messy.
she looked like she have a bad day eating.haha
she funny luh. i 'll try to upload the pictures which we took. (:
so after Vivo ing, went to little india to do our eyebrows.
like finally.lol
Gayetri claimed that her eyebrow like forest.HAHA
so yeahhh.went kovan after that to collect Yashi's new bag seh.
and homed:D

SATURDAY
went for service.
Rev A R bernard preached.
it was realy good.haha
learnt a new song in church too.
a very nice song.lol
after service, all of us bus ed down to Toa Payoh to deline's brother birthday bbq.
haha.had alot of fun and ate hell lot too.haha
the rest left around 9 plus?
a few of us stayed back like James,Rita,Junliang and Jeremy.
haha.James enjoying eating his prawnss.
lol.crapped alot.
hha.so we left the place around 1115pm?
Junliang sent Rita home as it was very late.
James's house was just upstair from where the bbq was held at.
Jeremy and I bus ed home. (:

2007-08-09T10:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!:D
haha.well, i went to my grandmother's house for dinner.
celebrated my grandmother's birthday and i ate hell lots. lol
argh.nevermind.haha.
that's my baby cousin:D
she's so so adorable lah please!

my retarded sister and me-.-
That's baby Jieniii:D
my retarded sister and Jieniii:D

2007-08-08T09:17:00.000-07:00

This is This Click Five.
I'm so in love with themm and their song.haha
but i love Kyle Patrick the mosttt:D (pic below)
don't you all think he's so cuteee!
haha.go listen to their song, it's nicee!haha

haha.retardedness.
went to N284 outing at Marina.
ate the steamboat thingy.
it was fun luh , ate quite alot too.haha
feel so sinful.
had fun with N284 too. (:
home d around 11pm.

Tomorrow is National Day and also my Grandmother's birhday.
guess what?i'm gonna have another steamboat dinner againnn-.-
ohman!
but i want to see fireworkksss!):

"everything falls apart
when you're not here
everything falls apart
i need to say i need you' "

2007-08-07T03:28:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i was bored and i did this survey.
some parts were quite true for me.
haha.

didn't go to school today.
too lazy and too tiredd.
haha.so i stayed at home the whole day.
yeah.

gonna catch a movie with Gayetri and all tomorrow.
watching "alone" i guess at Vivo.
Pon-ing school cause it's some celebration in school and school ended at 11am.
not very interested.haha
my friends aren't going too.LOL

after that i needa rush off for my Cg outing i suppose.
we are gonna have dinner at Marina.haha
it's gona be funfunfun.

2007-08-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

woke up with both eyes swollen.

i didn't cry it's just that i kept rubbing and rubbing.haha

so yeah.was late for school.

both Bel and Nana were late too, not forgetting Cindy.haha

there no lessons for us today except for stupid EOA.

ntohing mcuh.

Nana planning to have steamboat last minute at Bel's house.haha

we did and it went so successfully.

really enjoyed myself with Gayetri,Nana,Sandra,Bel,JJ,Thenmozhi.haha

loads of fun.

homed around 9 plus.

I realize this days i'm blogging so little.

haha.give me time yeah, i don't know what's with me nowadays..

2007-08-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

HOHOHO!
Ello WORLD. Mr Big Nose here.
hehehe.
alright.that's lame. -.-

met up with Gayetri,Sandra and Malina.
went to Bugis and to Vivo.
bought a top from topshop.haha
had a great time.
especially when we were in the bus on the way to Bugis, Gayetri and I kept laughing non stop.
haha.love her alot.
when Vivo, shopping
saw my elder sister working at esprit.
lol.not long Davina came with her friends.
nothing much.
don't have the mood to blog already.
haha.

anw, my prelims have overrrr!:D
finally!

2007-08-04T10:19:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating.
didn't have the time to.

went to Festival of Praise at SIS on Friday on Saturday
it was great!
Presence of God was great.
Pst Phil preached and it was good.
Don Moen and Delirious? sang for praise and worship.
love it alot. (:
Don Moen sang this song too.

Still - Reuben Morgan, Hillsongs

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust.

alright. I'm dead tired.
bye.

2007-08-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

I believe in you.

this morning couldn't really wake up for school.
haha.cause I'm toooo TIREDDD:(
but i did, i kept reminding myself to wake up if not, confirm will overslept.haha
So Math paper 2 and Chinese papers today.
Math paper really suck big time.
i didn't have the time to check all my anwsers and my sister's calculator was giving me alot of problems.
mine spoilt and i don't know how to use hers.
I divided something to something and the anwser came out in fraction. -.-
argh.So thank God Cindy lended me her calculator.haha

break for 2 hours.haha
i had loads of fun with my friends.lol
spent my break crapping and playing and joking around.
haha.
Chinese paper after that.
eh.don't know how to read mostly all the chinese's words.
haha.listening compre especially.haha
alamak!

all papers ended at 1pm, went to Compass with my friends.
haha.slacked there and all.
had fun!haha
left early, bus ed to Toa Payoh.
cut my hairr and home:D

2007-07-31T03:15:00.000-07:00

I'm stresssss:(
stupid Prelims! >:(
yes, and I wanna screammmmm!
argh.

Today was Science Paper 1 to 3.
it was eh, easy and difficult.
but I'm not confidence if I can pass the paper or not.haa
Cause i didn't really study for Science.
ahhh!thinking that Mother Thiru will set alot of pretty difficult questions and alamak.
feel like killing myself seh!

all three papers ended at 1215pm.
ofcause, with breaks inbetween or I'll die.
haha.ohyeah.
during one of my break,realize that i have forgot to bring my money to school.
but thank God for Atiqa:D
haha.

anw, so after exams, went Compass with Gayetri, Sandra and Malina.
haha.i had loadss of fun!:D
Gayetri and I kept arguing about Yellow and Black and blah.lol
Cause Gayetri called me a "yellow" woman and I called her a "black" woman.hah
walked around Compass than seat at this place eh don't know what is that called.
nevermind, but we slacked and talked and played there.ha
went to Coffee Bean outside to slack after that.
saw Mr Fan (Tong), my school's OM.
he came to us and thought we were smoking-.-
lamepok seh.
alrightalright, so we were talking about what we wanna be when we grow up and all.
haha.but in a very fun way.lol
enjoyed myself alot!:D
left CP around 3pm and home!

My Math paper 2 tomorrow:(
i needa study for it!
so BYE!:D

2007-07-30T02:58:00.000-07:00

haha.My mom just bought 12 cans of Pokka green tea for me.
lol.cute luh she.

alright, CPA and Math paper 1 Prelims today.
CPA practical was fine, i guess.
except for the access thingy.
i don't even know which part should I even print.argh
ended around 930am,long break til 11.30am.
wanna make this post short.
CPA paper 1 and 2 was eh okay?
but I'm not sure if i can even pass.
nevermind.
So break again til 2pm.
Math paper 1, and i hate it.
was having alot of stress while doing the paper.
i couldn't even bloody concentered.
@!#@!$# i screwed it up!AH!
somebody, please kill me.

i need a haircut! :(
ohcrap.i don't know when my contacts expiring.-.-